1 day to RIVER REGATTA 2006, 7 days to my dearest char's 21st and 8 days to nat coming back.
pls call me the sweetest friend ever to my friends.
tiring it is but its the smiles on my friends' face that made all that worthwhile. then again, its selective. Not any tom, dick or harry. neither would it be buying brown kueh for daphne (kidding, ill buy for u another time)
the fact that i m usually self-reliable, i seldom get to see how far my friends can go for me.. yeah, forget all the always be there for you bull when people could say it easily out of their mouth without questioning themselves how true do they mean it. something for everybody to ponder about...
- its not always about giving, you need to receive too-
training yest was alright thou i wish we could have more time to practise and get used to it. REALLY STRESSED being a pacer. I promise you will spot a floating corpse along Singapore River cos i will drown myself if i screwed things up.
something else that really seemed to bother me. always have to initiate a conversation if not she will act all weird in front of me. Maybe she's tired? Maybe she hates me? i dont know what the heck is going thru my friend's mind. Why does she need to be so secretive about everything? Who was the one who changed me into a open wardrobe and i slowly seeing her closing up hers? Just bloody tell me what are you thinking instead of making me guess here and there, getting troubled for nothing.. I cannot f*ck care cos i see someone impt to me and its not that i like her or what. Neither do i know why. Since i have tried being a friend to you and you just dont seem to care then, hi bye friends might be the farthest we can go.
hmm.... somehow i was like her weeks ago and i feel that i am slowly losing my friend and i am afraid, really afraid history is going to repeat itself again.
U totally know that i hate people being secretive ard me and you are still doing it.
Pardon me! But i really need to say this, FUCK UR PRIDE!