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Sunday, October 22, 2006
Sunday Training
*lorry

training is taking all my life away........but i choose it tat way? opps

today's training was alright. It was really hard to row on the 20 men boat when not everybody is putting in effort to pull. I did my best, whacked in my full power. well, i just need to learn to put in my full concentration in instead of getting distracted by my stopid tots at times. COOL IT LORRY. U are doing better!

All the scattered bits and pieces of me seems to be find their ways to be whole again. Yeah, i am taking things slow and coping well now. Perhaps i realised that for that person, i m happier to just being there to enjoy the good times than to ponder for an obligation since nothing is gonna work out.

Sometimes i cant deny the fact that i feel cheated on my feelings and that i deserve an explanation of whatever that has happened? Was it just to shut me up or i just didnt see it coming? No matter how much desire i have to ask, but i just dont seem to have the courage to. I am a scary cat who is worried that i cant take it well and it certainly aint pleasing to the ears or the heart. Hmmm. guess i will get my answer after some time perhaps few months when i have settled down and that is if that person is being truthful. hah.. whatever la. be contented with whatever i have. my lovely friends, mates, training pals.

talking about people, damn.. i didnt get to see our jojo's lovely ex-gf. what a waste! and this newbie from dragonboat is totally freaking everybody out, had to run away from her........... argh.. so mean. hee...damn... still have got a 5 pages essay to do for submittion 2mr morning and i have not even a single word done. I'm so dead!