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Friday, October 13, 2006
*lorry

actually i have no clue about what i want to blog about.

if i question myself:
qn: what are you thinking about now?
ans: i have no idea how exactly i am feeling.

qn: what are you going to do about it?
ans: i have no idea what can i do.

qn: are you sure that is what you want?
ans:i have no idea what i want.

i am not normal myself. i dont know how i feel now or what i can do or what i ought to do. do you want to tell me what is the best plan?

deep down, i really miss that person. i am dying to see that person even though i have seen that person for less than 5 mins today. I guess i dont mind seeing that person every single min and sec. Tried to force myself not to think of that person and did i just told myself that "i dont feel anything for that person and i have moved on." What the heck was i thinking? I dont want to move on, i dont want to stop loving that person. But i must? what? contradicting big time...

fuck it... whats not urs will never be urs. go fly kite, lorry pua