*lorry
Love to do weights training nowaday, especially today? Love to make my body toned but not BIGGER. Feels good to be stronger yet NOT BIG. Training today was all good, loved the 1 min non-stop shoulder push and bicep curl. Adrenaline Rush!
Practically, i am becoming a cranky person, get easily uptight about lil things. feel like i am having mixed personality. part of me is just a room painted in black and white, another might be of rainbow colours. I guess i am on the verge of having spilt personality. Need to be the old me, chirpy lorry ")
and there is something wrong with me. I seemed to always be a good advisor for my friends whenever they are experiencing problem. In short, i just dont practise what i preach? I wish i can be more truthful in expressing my feeling?
Like hey, is it really not possible between the two of us?
Why cant two person who like each other be together?
What exactly do you like about me?
Can you be not rational just for once cos it hurts me too much?
maybe its fate, not my luck to have this person the way i want it.
but its hard for me to accept the fate... can i do something? should i listen to Sandie and just take it easy?
kind of have love and hate feeling for 16th of october cos my friend, dennis read from some silly lime magazine of his when he was bored in camp that it will be a day of emotional break through for me. It's MONDAY.. who wants to go out with me?