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Friday, September 29, 2006
Friday
*lorry
stayed at home till like 4pm now? gonna stay home for the rest of the day i guess? Very tempted to be out drinking but i bet i'll feel worse if i drink.

totally wasted if i look at my life for this past two weeks. I got three mid term papers next week and i have not started on anything. Not a single one. What am i supposed to do? Sit down at one corner and start mugging? Pretend that everything is still the same? I want to pursue it as its too intense but i do have some reservations. Did i break my promise that i will move on? Am i given the green light to go on? ARGH....... god. i need help.

yeah .. like what sandie said just put everything aside. dun jeopardize your exams cos of this. not worth it. i know she meant well and as much as i would want to listen but it is easy to say but it CANT BE DONE... I hate myself for being a taurus who is full of stubborness..

i prefer to look at it with hope and with faith? Hope is something that you desire for and yearn for while faith is something that you believe in though you cant see it.

sorry my readers: totally contradicting myself out here. Just that i am caught off guard. off guard...