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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
SIGH
*nat*

My heart tells me to do this, yet my head tells me to do that. Can't head and heart ever agree on something?

I want a way out. One that tells me immediately that what I've chosen is right. Is there ever such a way? Is it a must for me to wait for days, months or years before I get the answer? I'm always that impatient. I can't wait that long. What if it's a wrong choice? Like it has always been? I can't just take a magic wand and wish myself back in time to undo the choices I've made.

I'm just not thinking right, not feeling right. Maybe I should do the left way.